EPISODE 211: From Underground Hacker to Healing – The Remarkable Journey of Ryan Merket

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In this powerful episode, Chuck Thuss sits down with Ryan Merket, a former underground hacker turned Silicon Valley tech leader, author, angel investor, and man of deep faith. Ryan’s journey is one of addiction, depression, betrayal, healing, and a spiritual awakening that transformed his entire life.

From early bullying and hiding behind a computer screen, to running international piracy groups, to spiraling into addiction, to being pushed out of his own startup, Ryan’s redemption story is raw, inspiring, and filled with hope. Today he works at Microsoft helping founders build world-changing companies while openly sharing how faith and mental health practices saved his life.

If you’re seeking a story of resilience, honesty, and the courage to rebuild, this episode will move you deeply.

You’ll Hear About

  • How childhood bullying pushed Ryan into the digital underground
  • The addiction spiral that nearly took his life
  • The betrayal of being forced out of his own startup
  • The health crisis that became a turning point
  • How faith, healing, and mental health practices rebuilt his life

Always in your corner,

Chuck

Guest Bio

Ryan Merket is a two-time founder with successful exits and a veteran of Facebook, Reddit, and Amazon. But behind the resume is a raw and honest story of addiction, anxiety, depression, betrayal, and a health crisis that forced him to confront the real cost of ambition. His memoir, Hacker’s Edge, chronicles his journey from the digital underground to rebuilding his life through faith, healing, and resilience. Today, Ryan shares openly about what it truly means to be a warrior, not just in business, but in the fight for your own life.

 

EPISODE MINUTE BY MINUTE

  • 00:00 Welcome and Introduction
  • 01:10 Ryan’s Early Life and the Mask He Wore
  • 02:14 Bullying, Isolation, and Turning to Computers
  • 04:39 Building Underground Piracy Networks
  • 07:01 Addiction, Rock Bottom, and a Life-Changing Intervention
  • 09:23 Moving Home and Starting the Healing Process
  • 11:51 Faith, Church, and Mentorship Redirect His Life
  • 13:50 College Years, Reinvention, and New Identity
  • 16:41 Mental Health, Family History, and Ongoing Struggles
  • 18:49 The Health Crisis That Changed Everything
  • 20:53 Supplements, Lifestyle Changes, and Overcoming AFib
  • 23:36 Meditation, Prayer, and Spiritual Grounding
  • 26:07 Startup Journey, Betrayal, and Walking Away on Faith
  • 28:30 Life Today at Microsoft and Investing in Founders
  • 30:53 Writing Hacker’s Edge and Helping the Next Generation
  • 33:20 A Message of Hope for Anyone in Darkness
  • 35:42 Chuck’s Closing Reflections

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Chuck’s Challenge:

This week, take one step toward the version of you that God is calling forward. Put something down that is hurting you. Pick something up that is healing you. Lean into faith, even for a moment, and trust that you are not walking this journey alone.

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